Thursday, September 20, 2018
I love you poppy so much. I miss you i wish you were here so I can tell you all the things I have done after you passed.. I wish I could talk to you one more time.. I've made some bad decisions and I wish you were here to give me advice or something.. But you cant and that's the hardest thing I have to deal with. Not seeing you or talking to you. I remember when I was little we used to "get married" and Grammy tells me stories about you.. she shows me pictures a lot too. God I miss you.. If there even is a "God" he took you and Adela, And everyone else. And I know that if you were here you would say "at least they're not suffering anymore" Yeah but now I'm suffering.. I'm depressed, I think about you a lot and if I could go to your grave everyday I would. But I cant because I cant drive, Grammy told me that if i couldn't sleep you used to put me in the car and drive around, that's smart that still works now.. if only you could see how tall I am, I'm 5'5 I'm also in 7th grade now.. I'm in middle school, People treat me like im trash sometimes but Dad tought me to not take shit from anyone (sorry for my language) I used to send you letters they were poorly written but its the thought that counts right? I wrote a lot of them.. And Grammy made me think they would actually get to you but they didn't, Surprise surprise right? Well I should stop before this gets to depressing.. Goodbye Poppy I love you so much..
~Love, Your Little Buddy Hope
