Tomorrow you will have been gone for a month. It still doesn't seem real to me. I keep waiting for your call asking me to come over and help out with something. I wish for a day without tears. I know there will come a day like that, but I miss you so much.I could kick myself for not coming to see you more or staying a bit longer when you needed to talk. You always made me happy when you would let me know you liked talking with me. I prayed hard for you to stay with me almost 7 years ago when you had to have heart surgery. I am truly happy that I granted that prayer. I miss you daddy, I wish I could give you another "shocking" kiss goodbye. Instead, I will go on and try to make you proud of me. Please if you should come by, please wrap your arms around me in warmth and love, I need so much to feel peace. I love you.